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[22 Oct 2004|06:32pm] oh my god. I miss you all. It makes me so sad. I miss everyone so much. I was watching old tapes & whatnot... Wow I can't even begin to say how I miss everyone. Although I bet this post will go unnoticed... 1 %%What Up Fresh?

[23 Dec 2003|02:46pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Boys Night Out | Yeah, No...I Know ] I figure it's time I update. I've been dead for too long. Not a day goes by when I don't think fo all of you. And for Christmas all I can think about is how nice it'd be if we all were together. Even if everyone were wearing fake smiles... the circle would be complete. For just one day... It'd be so nice... If only everyone else cared as much as I do.... 8 %%What Up Fresh?

It's very hard to hump in front of the children, they're horrific. [27 Nov 2003|06:00pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Blood Brothers | This Adultery Is Ripe ] Where is everyone? I miss you all. Tonight I'm going over Ryan's. I need to talk to you guys. I'm going insane without you all. ::sigh:: Well, I hope you all have a good thanksgiving. It would've been nice if we all could've been together for it. I guess the circle really is dead. There's only a few pieces remaining. What Up Fresh?

And he likes to shoot his gun. [19 Nov 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | distant ] [ music | Nirvana | In Bloom ] It's been like... forever. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!! We all gotta get together again. 2 %%What Up Fresh?

[07 Nov 2003|10:12pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Blood Brothers | This Adultery Is Ripe ] Tonight was a good night. I think I'm over my depressed stage. I hung out with ryan_turner tonight. It was fun. There were many random amusements at the mall. It was good to get out again. Where the hell is everyone? 2 %%What Up Fresh?

Come back, please don't leave me now [05 Nov 2003|09:03pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | The Early November | Come Back ] It's been a while since I've really updated. So I shall start now. I don't really know how I've been getting through the days. I suppose friends help to make the time go by faster. [i.e. my good friend ryan_turner] He's the only one out of all of us that I still see and hang out with. Occasionally I'll get a call from Michael, or call him. ::shrug:: This time of year is too depressing. Oh yeah, and just so you all know, I'll be going back on aim soon, once I get my computer all back on track. xxTHAT GUY . I get bored a lot. IM it. I can't believe it's already November. These days go by so fast. Where do they go? My ADD is getting worse. Instead of being unable to sit still, I think. My brain goes into overtime. I think too much. I over-analyze everything. I plan everything out years ahead of time. I get too wrapped up in everything. I need some medication, something to make me stop thinking, something to make this feeling go away, to make me forget everything, to make me forget... you. Whenever I was happy, I always said how I missed the comfort in being sad... but once I have that 'comfort' back, I don't feel so comforted as I thought I would be. I don't want to be here anymore. I need to leave. 4 %%What Up Fresh?

What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. [03 Nov 2003|04:05pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Radiohead | Creep ] Yeah, I know it's been a while. I haven't been up to much. I've been spending a lot of time with ryan_turner around school and such. I've seen Rotang a lot, too. I talk to him occasionally, but I try to stay out of his business. I miss the summer. Everything has just fallen apart. ...What happened? 4 %%What Up Fresh?

[29 Oct 2003|06:39pm] My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul kevin_sheehan goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a lobster. __patrickmohr tricks you! You get a block of wood. brendanxleonard gives you 19 light yellow vanilla-flavoured miniature candy bars. kevin_carlson gives you 8 green banana-flavoured hard candies. matt_leonard gives you 10 orange cola-flavoured gummy bears. michael_carney gives you 13 red-orange coffee-flavoured hard candies. mrs_leonard gives you 19 light orange coffee-flavoured nuggets. paul_detjen tricks you! You lose 68 pieces of candy! robbie_rotang tricks you! You lose 1 pieces of candy! ryan_turner gives you 12 dark blue orange-flavoured gummies. kevin_sheehan ends up with 12 pieces of candy, and a block of wood. Go trick-or-treating! Username: Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. What Up Fresh?

I just found the frame where I took your picture away in my wallet. [22 Oct 2003|06:37pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Jets To Brazil | Empty Picture Frame ] Forget ultimatums. It's just dissolved anyway. It's so much easier alone. What Up Fresh?

[17 Oct 2003|06:58pm] Three more days... 1 %%What Up Fresh?

Dirty needles and sweets. [13 Oct 2003|05:46pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Jets To Brazil | Perfecting Loneliness ] Seven more days... I've been listening to this song on repeat for about two hours. I think it expresses a lot of what I've been thinking and feeling lately. ::shrug:: The teat leaves of trashed streets, dirty needlesand sweets. Zero to heaven in seven, a lifetime, a nanosecond. All the sand in your glass is going by so fast. The radio is playing our tune. I love it, could you turn it down? The thought of you crying in my room; I miss you, could you come around sometime? I'm fixing this hole with everything I knew. The music is making my head split. I love it, could you turn it off? The thought of you is tearing me in two. I miss you, could you come around sometime? Sometime? This list is what went right; your name is written twice. We live like astronauts and our missions never cross. The stakes are high, we're standing by. There used to be a hundred ways to put my arms around you; Everyone one seemed new, natural and true, perfecting lonliness 'til nothing's holding us. Consider Earth: we could be the first. What Up Fresh?

[13 Oct 2003|01:36pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | New End Original | #1 Defender ] Everyone said they were gonna be around today... Did you all forget or something? ::sigh:: 1 %%What Up Fresh?

What has become of the circle? [04 Oct 2003|04:33pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the Promise Ring | Make Me A Mix Tape ] Well... It's been a while. Lately I haven't been able to do much. It's been so depressing not being able to see anyone. I've been talking to Carney for the past two hours... Reminiscing about things... good and bad. The dreamcatchers... My green ribbon. Paul's accident. The Teenie's attack. Everything. Yesterday was the last show. Kevin put it quite well -- 'It was kind of like watching someone that you love get hurt. You want to look away, but you can't. You just stand there with this horrible feeling... Nothing will ever be the same...' Love. Pat... where are you? Where have you been? Why haven't I heard from you!? ...What's happened to us? 3 %%What Up Fresh?

You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat. [18 Sep 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday | Bike Scene ] Oh how I miss you all. Although tonight I do get to hang out with Ryan. We are going to a Taking Back Sunday show. It shall be fun. Sorry for the lack of updates lately. I've been so busy with everything. I feel like I'm being overworked. It's so overwhelming. Well, this guy K Shee has got to get moving. It's about to get hot up in herr. What Up Fresh?

And the sun sets on my summer career. [10 Sep 2003|09:51pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Promise Ring | Things Just Getting Good ] It's been a while since I've updated. I've been busy lately. Too much stress. I miss everyone. Especially you, Pat. I've been wanting to come back to visit, but my schedule is oh so busy. I barely ever have a free day. And I know this time in two months I'll be complaining about having nothing to do. ::shrug:: The role playing thing shook me up a bit. Kids these days... ::shakes head in disappointment:: Why would anyone wanna be us? We're not that special. And a note to all you kids... LEARN HOW TO SPELL. Thank you, and have a nice day. What Up Fresh?

Everyone Ends. [03 Sep 2003|08:35pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | The Promise Ring | The Deep South ] And I wish I would end right now. Today was the worst day of my life. I got so aggravated. I couldn't sit and pay attention. And I lost it. I...Lost...It. I almost started crying. I wish I would die right now. I can't do this again tomorrow. I just... can't. 2 %%What Up Fresh?

This All Was Only Wishful Thinking. [01 Sep 2003|11:09pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Taking Back Sunday | Cute Without The 'E' ] Pat and I are back together. =) 1 %%What Up Fresh?

[30 Aug 2003|10:06pm] [ mood | melancholy ] I should just leave. I seem to make everyone unhappy and I ruin everything. I'm leaving. Tomorrow I'm leaving. Maybe I'll come back, maybe I won't. I can't be here when everyone hates me. It's too awkward. I. Am. Leaving. 7 %%What Up Fresh?

[30 Aug 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | None ] Hmm. So yeah. I have a lot of freckles....... Everywhere. So yeah... I've had a lot of time to think. And I finally feel like I have all my feelings sorted out. I've been watching old tapes. It was hard watching some things. But after a long day of thinking, and crying. I finally know where my heart lies. 3 %%What Up Fresh?

Forever In Debt To Your Priceless Advice [29 Aug 2003|11:00pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Bugs chriping outside my window ] I spent the day with some old friends. They helped me take my mind off of things. Although every little thing seemed to remind me of him. Everything. I went to the mall. I saw Robbie and said hi. I talked to him for a little while. Ryan was there, too. I didn't really speak to him much. I felt a little awkward. I'm so tired right now. I feel like crying. I miss him...... ::sigh:: What Up Fresh?

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